The Lamoreaux Family: Time to Celebrate!

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Time to Celebrate!

So...here is the long awaited news! My hcg level is in the "normal" range. It feels a little anticlimactic, because the lab result still shows "less than 2.4" (Blogger won't let me type in the "less than" symbol without messing up the whole page. I think it is an html code or something.) I've been waiting so long to hear "0.0", that it is hard to feel happy about "less than 2.4" Anyway, it looks like I've been in the "normal" range for a couple of weeks now. We could have been doing the happy dance a while ago!

I'm still waiting to hear from the oncologist, but it looks like I will do one more weekly test, and then go in every four weeks for the next year. As long as the hcg doesn't rise, then I'll just need a yearly hcg test after that.

I am cancer free. That feels really strange to say.

I guess I don't feel as elated as I thought I would. I feel relieved, but I kind of feel like crying more than cheering. I think it is because I know so many people who have cancer right now. Last week our backyard neighbor died from pancreatic cancer. Our family is praying for four other people right now who are battling cancer. Sometimes I feel guilty for being the one hearing good news. I want everyone else to be healing, and to be cancer free too!

Cancer has been such a huge part of everything I've been doing for the past 6 months (I know that 6 months is a really short time when you're talking about cancer). I also have lots of questions about how I am supposed to transition from my cancer diet. I want to build on what I've learned, and to stay healthy. It is actually really overwhelming. Maybe I just need a while to let it sink in, and a while to transition to putting my time and energy into other things.

But I am so grateful. My heart feels like it will burst. I'm so thankful for all the answers to prayers that I've received, for all the prayers by others in my behalf, for the kindness and service given to our family. I feel like when I was trying to decide how to eat, what supplements I should take, and what foods I should avoid, all the pieces of the puzzle fell into place so quickly. Then I'd read other protocols, articles, books about cancer, and I'd realize that I had been doing so many of the right things. It was miraculous. I've been healed from a cancer that is described as very aggressive (although very treatable).

I'm sure happy that I am alive and that I get to be a Mom and wife to my favorite people in the world.

Bob and my older children are gone today, so our celebration dinner

& carrot juice toast will have to wait a little bit.

Enjoy some carrot juice or a big salad today!

11 comments:

Brittany H said...: Yes!!!!!!!!!! I have been checking your blog several times a day waiting to hear! Congratulations!!!! Good luck with your diet transition. I'm sure that you will be inspired there as well. I'm doing as much of a "happy dance" for you as I can while on bed rest. :); January 30, 2013 at 4:22 PM
Jessica said...: Congratulations! E. and I check your blog every day for updates and we have been rooting for you!

Here's some geekology for you the greater than / less than symbols used in HTML and blogs won't just let you type them in unless you're in a 'visual editor' window like WordPress has. So! If you want to type them in a post, here's how:

< will print the less than symbol

> will print the greater than symbol

:o); January 30, 2013 at 4:23 PM
Jessica said...: OH HA HA HA, the comment form ruined my code, even though I put them in code brackets! I'm not very familiar with blogger.

Let's try that again:

& lt ; - remove the spaces to make the less than symbol

& gt ; - remove the spaces to make the greater than symbol!; January 30, 2013 at 4:24 PM
Elder & Sister Lamoreaux said...: Dear Tasha,

This just came in as we were reading Becca’s email. We were in tears, already, but then we went to your email and blog and are just simply crying. We are so grateful for all the blessing and tender mercies of the Lord. Our whole family has been so blessed in so many ways. We are hearing daily about other little tender mercies to our family members. However, many of them are not “little” they are quite “big” tender mercies. We love all of our wonderful family so much. Our hearts are so full we can’t keep the feelings inside. It is time to celebrate.

Love Ya tonz,
Mom & Dad; January 30, 2013 at 4:39 PM
Allen Family said...: That's great news! So glad to hear that! I hope you celebrated and had something besides juice today!; January 30, 2013 at 6:29 PM
Sandy Osburn said...: I am so happy for you. So many miracles, so many examples of God's tender mercies.; January 30, 2013 at 6:39 PM
Kami said...: Tasha, I am so relieved! Yeah! I can relate with your feeling of where to go next. I am so grateful that dallin is off insulin but I don't know how long we need to do this or how much his diet will have to be different for how long. For now we are just concentrating on the present and taking one step at a time. You have been so guided through all of this. I'm sure you will know what next step you need to take. To me that is more doable...to just figure out the very next step...and don't think too far beyond that. We love you and are so so happy for you.; January 30, 2013 at 7:31 PM
Tina LeBaron said...: I'm so happy for you Tasha! My kids will be so happy to hear the news when they get home tonight. Love you guys so much.; January 30, 2013 at 8:05 PM
Jana said...: We are so happy to hear the great news!; January 30, 2013 at 11:16 PM
Unknown said...: congratulations! that is awesome!; February 1, 2013 at 12:57 PM
Ahren said...: We are so happy for you! You have been so inspiring through this whole journey. I'm excited to see what the next phase brings.; February 3, 2013 at 8:48 PM

Fill the spiritual needs

“some parents become so expert at filling every physical desire for their children that they begin to suppose that all is well in this life and that their eternal stewardship is progressing right on schedule. … I believe that we must pause and take a careful inventory to determine how well our families are doing spiritually. We could ask how well are we feeding, nurturing, training, and exercising the spirits of our children; or how well have we taught, trained, loved, and inspired our children to build their spiritual muscles and strength? … Remember, eternity is now, not a vague, distant future. We prepare each day, right now, for eternal life. If we are not preparing for eternal life, we are preparing for something else, perhaps something far less.”

–M. Russell Ballard

Pray with your little ones

"Behold your little ones. Pray with them. Pray for them and bless them. The world into which they are moving is a complex and difficult world. They will run into heavy seas of adversity. They will need all the strength and all the faith you can give them while they are yet near you. And they also will need a greater strength which comes of a higher power. They must do more than go along with what they find.

They must lift the world, and the only levers they will have are the example of their own lives and the powers of persuasion that will come of their testimonies and their knowledge of the things of God. They will need the help of the Lord. While they are young, pray with them that they may come to know that source of strength which shall then always be available in every hour of need."

-Gordon B. Hinckley

Be Wise In Our Diet

“…let us consider our relationship with ourselves. We must each take proper care to see that the little things regarding our personal life are in order. We must learn to care for our health and our mental well-being. Do we maintain proper exercise to give us the energy and alertness of mind necessary to keep our spirit strong & our attitude positive? Are we wise in our diet? Do we avoid the unnourishing snack that might keep our stomach full but our health quite empty?

–Joseph B. Wirthlin, Finding Peace in Our Lives, p. 59

Turn it off, walk out...

Elder Jeffrey R. Holland:

“Tragically, the same computer and Internet service that allows me to do my family history and prepare those names for temple work could, without filters and controls, allow my children or grandchildren access to a global cesspool of perceptions that could blast a crater in their brains forever. . .

“Along with filters on computers and a lock on affections, remember that the only real control in life is self-control. Exercise more control over even the marginal moments that confront you. If a TV show is indecent, turn it off. If a movie is crude, walk out. If an improper relationship is developing, sever it. Many of these influences, at least initially, may not technically be evil, but they can blunt our judgment, dull our spirituality, and lead to something that could be evil. An old proverb says that a journey of a thousand miles begins with one step, so watch your step.” (Place No More For the Enemy of My Soul, April 2010)

Only a teacher

"If any parent needs added inspiration to commence his God-given teaching task, let him remember that the most powerful combination of emotions in the world is not called out by any grand cosmic events nor found in novels or history books—but merely by a parent gazing down upon a sleeping child. That glorious biblical passage, 'created in the image of God,' will acquire new and vibrant meaning as a parent repeats this experience. Home will become a haven called heaven, and loving parents will teach their children 'to pray, and to walk uprightly before the Lord.' (D&C 68:28.)"
--Thomas S. Monson

Quote

“Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on: you knew that those jobs needed doing and so you are not surprised. But presently he starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not seem to make sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of—throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were going to be made into a decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. …”
--C. S. Lewis, Mere Christianity

Raise up patriots

The importance of teaching & training

"In 1904, President Joseph F. Smith said to parents: “Do not let your children out to specialists … , but teach them by your own precept and example, by your own fireside. Be a specialist yourself in the truth.

… Not one child in a hundred would go astray, if the home environment, example and training, were in harmony with the truth in the gospel of Christ, as revealed and taught to the Latter-day Saints.”

The ideal way to transform your home into a house of learning is to hold family home evening faithfully. The Church has reserved Monday evening for that purpose. In 1915, the First Presidency instructed local leaders and parents to inaugurate a home evening, a time when parents should teach their families the principles of the gospel.

The Presidency wrote: “If the Saints obey this counsel, we promise that great blessings will result. Love at home and obedience to parents will increase. Faith will be developed in the hearts of the youth of Israel, and they will gain power to combat the evil influence and temptations which beset them.”

President David O. McKay gave the same promise in 1965 and added that the youth will gain power “to choose righteousness and peace, and be assured an eternal place in the family circle of our Father.”

In 1976, the Presidency reaffirmed that “regular participation in family home evening will develop increased personal worth, family unity, love for our fellowmen, and trust in our Father in heaven.

Considering these glorious promises, we would expect every faithful member to be exceedingly diligent in following this prophetic counsel. But, of course, we are all human, and our best plans don’t always materialize. Why not? Let it not be for lack of commitment."

--Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin, Spiritually Strong Homes and Families

Our Health Duty

“I am grateful to understand that my physical body is an eternal component of my eternal soul, and that I have a duty to honor and respect and care for it, and to refrain from knowingly imposing upon it any treatment or substances deleterious to it. While I could not choose nor govern the condition of the body into which I came, I have the responsibility to give it the best care I can, and if I do not I am acting in derogation of a great gift of God.”
--Marion D. Hanks, “For Man is Spirit”

Come to the Temple

"The season of the world before us will be like no other in the history of mankind. Just as this is the dispensation of the fullness of times, so it is also the dispensation of the fullness of evil. There is no safety in the world: wealth cannot provide it, enforcement agencies cannot assure it, membership in this church alone cannot bring it. We must come to the temple for light and safety. There are hosts of unseen sentinels watching over and guarding our temples. There will come a period of time when even the elect will lose hope if they do not come to the temples. They will long to bring their children here for safety's sake. The covenants and ordinances will fill us with faith as a living fire. In a day of desolating sickness, scorched earth, barren wastes, sickening plagues, disease, destruction, and death: we as a people will rest in the shade of trees, we will drink from the cooling fountain. We will abide in places of refuge from the storm, we will mount up as on eagle's wings."
--Vaughn J. Featherstone